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by Reproacher

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1.
Retirement 01:18
Rotten teeth, gasping on the phone If it all works out, you’re still alone Missing places, so fucked, so saved Black tongue lies, all the same This is my two weeks, I’m clocking out You’ll never fucking see me around Reckless hearts breed cynicism This is my resignation Nothing’s left, thrown away Like all the half-felt words And you’ll never learn to move along You give and give, but it’ll always feel wrong Suicide creatures Hopeless manipulators Tonight I’ll burn all my pictures of you
2.
Dead Lights 02:36
Goodbye, dead farewells On a crumpled note In his fist, on his breath The same words once swallowed The ones I’d never say At the bottom of a grave he knew the painful truth he felt it in his chest They will never hurt They’ll never lose their strength to move I heard it in his heavy breath in his heavy breath The one you took some class to figure out The one you found that that year you took off That no one put us here That we’d only get halfway Before the dirt took our bones And we’d leave our kids behind To feel alone, so unknown As brothers die with their sisters As the pieces are chipped away I know only the good things die And forked tongues live forever At the top of skyscrapers So few crowns, oceans of inbred blood I’m the knotted dead root The river that never reached the ocean Burying lungs that will never breathe They will never hurt They’ll never lose their strength to move Their sires, and mothers And I know how selfish it sounds He lost them all in bottles, in hospital beds I found, in circles
3.
Barons 04:05
I’ve got a foot in the grave And the other walking away From all of the spilt blood From the cleared coffers I won’t live out the rest of my life in chains The chains of You, the chains of flesh Around the ankle of every soul Who learnt to bury their pain Who stuck to the plan And all it ever got them was an empty hand The things you sold, and the price you paid Means nothing through those dying eyes They’ll walk over my grave Unmarked, buried in age The man who lost nothing Left only with the things he bought His only friends, his single love All forgot Every dagger, old betrayals Hurts like cancer in the end A bitter taste in a dead mouth They had to pry the coin from his hand He couldn’t take it with him, he never could And maybe it comes to you before bed A swooning, a cut up wrist The certainty that nothing is going to be fine Buried under wrecked trains With blackened hearts With pockets full of gold treasure we can save company in the grave with each passing age skeletons of the past remain coarse and fell with shame wasted lives with swollen eyes and treasure we can save in the strata we're all buried hearts deterioriate albatross of gold shines on the rotted body the grave robber melts it down and fashions it to taste but names die fade out pass away no permanence we're temporary rain will fall and wash it all away wasted lives which we sold completely out won't mean a fucking thing no doubt
4.
Cabal 02:07
Bring us your young, your weary, your broken And hang these from your necks This old protective blood Will keep them out And keep us in But we’re still building the walls Higher and higher To keep the filth crawling on all fours And out of our books We’ll teach you to climb the same old trees To only get high enough to hang And we’re still building castles With neon signs Using swords Spilling blood With orders from the top That you need saving Children bleached white, baptized in flame Keep the kids in church, keep the wives at home The patriarchal dominion sustained Let them know With snakes and sermons They were born dirty and poor And we’re the only guys That will make you live forever one day they will die and that the papers that hold their names will be burned away
5.
Null 01:58
6.
The Plan (free) 02:38
here's to all the prayers unanswered even those who never asked for more than the lowest bar of standard that they surely deserved the preacher feels the pressure building in his chest of knowing that the blessed few are walking on the rest what about the wife of the cop who never made it home why has god abandoned her forsaken and alone crying in the dark unanswered begging for release from this crying in the dark unanswered why are you so nervous this reoccurring notion always screaming in her head that maybe she's had more than her share of daily bread alone in this world her only comfort has been shattered and the pieces scatter like ashes in the wind never to be brought together again everything you knew everything you loved taken away please lord give me the strength to make it through the day this is the end of the line
7.
sprawled out on the cold ground the snow hammers down passer bys look away the bloated shell a sickening shame no name no eulogy no one cares unloved and unknown
8.
Broken Hands 03:15
I can’t pick up the phone anymore Your voice only reminds me of what I lost What’s dead and buried, the final cost And I know it shouldn’t be so hard to say whats gone is gone But the words flow like venom, painful and slow There’s no catching up Nothing’s changed Same shit job Still holding all the blame Still waiting on the end of a rope Still playing the game Eating shit, losing ground Still trying to drop out Still trying to mark the names Not Killing time Killing my fucking head Digging up the bones from under me Burning what’s been taught Everyday I am seeing who’s been bought Dropping off To live lives normal and safe I’m still scared, I’m still lost Still behind, ready to die Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Still dead, the way we were born, the way we will die Still doomed live a selfish life
9.
Thorn (free) 04:41
Was it a crack of thunder that ruptured you from fragile sleep or was it the nightmare where you remembered me the twisting in your stomach is the need for another drink but peace of mind is hard coming when your will to live is on the brink day dreaming during downtime that you are someone somewhere else coming to is like a cold wind so put joy on the shelf the wretch that's growing inside twisting from the start is slowly breaking your body worse than your rotten heart would it really matter if debtors forgave our debts the damage's been done and there's no cure for it clawing at the walls of the grave you dug yourself when you reach the surface no one really wants you out well you fucking loathe them and they fucking loathe you back just fall back to the bottom and be satisfied with that biting at your skin in tense reaction to the accusations of ghosts don't ask their forgiveness begging mercy traders are a thorn no one will miss guilt and grudges are all encompassing pray for the silence, the solace of nothing broken shell where lights glow blue the sweating glass and goodbye notes addressed to no one defeated no headstone you did this to yourself
10.
With bitten fingers again and again Please let me help you understand white noise bloody fists the business men dropping dead in the street Sign here initial there The rest of life is planned with care If this isn't fate i don't know what is the truth hurts worse being unleashed like being out in cold naked starving and alone voided lives hollow words synthetic faith slaves of the modern age

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Recorded in Spring of 2011 by Andy Patterson in Salt Lake City, Utah. Self-released on CDs.

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released May 18, 2011

Mastered by Carl Saff.

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